I just told my mom my choices, she looked and me and said “Is that what you want?"
I shrugged. I don’t even know.
But whatever. What’s done is done. I’d just wait to see for the results.
Will someone advise me what I should do?
I’ve never been so lost before. Everyday I wake up, thinking about the unfinished work that I couldn’t complete. Technically, that isn’t work. It’s something that helps to improve the company’s process.
I can be graded on that IF (and only if) I finish it.
But I haven’t.
My marks are at risk. I’m really sad cos I even brought my company’s laptop home to do the blooody macro. Slept at 3am to solve it. I can’t think of the logic, I can’t do the codes. I cannot code.
I’m really upset. I’m sure I did more. I’m sure I deserve more. I guess I’m just gonna put my efforts down to the drain…
Until now… I’m still trying to solve my macro error. I know I don’t have much time left, but I will try.
But so what if I try? My efforts will be gone to waste.